so tired, and always so many thoughts racing through my head.
tomorrow is gonna be a great day, but nearing the end of my Friday night I have to say goodbye to someone I’m going to miss quite a bit.
I hate goodbyes, especially when they could be “see you soon” or something other entirely other than goodbye.
But yeah, I’m looking forward to tomorrow..
f u c k e m o t i o n s>>
Dude I really hate how easily my emotions get in the way of things
Like fucking seriously
This is one of the many reasons I dislike being single..
I lay around on dark lonely nights up at 3am.. Freezing, Alone, and Helpless and all I want is someone to be sleeping next to me and pull me tighter when I stir in their grasp.
I miss the cuddling, the kisses, playing with each others hair, tickling each other, I miss it all.
I don’t mind being alone sometimes,
But tonight I do.
I miss having a significant other
I miss having a boyfriend
And honestly it sucks.>>
I’m not wanting to be annoying,
But if we make plans and you don’t text me back
I will usually blow up your phone until you reply to me..
But if your lucky ill try to hold back haha>>
Ask anything, honestly.>>
Yet I never get any>>
I haven’t smoked weed in a little over a month.. I do miss it, but I’m not entirely sure if I’m going to quit. More than likely I wont, but I just wont be smoking like I was before.
But I’ve picked up smoking cigarettes instead, which is worse in a health aspect.. But whatever. I knew I would start again eventually.
ANYWAYS, I’m going to go on a walk now.. Have a cigarette and just get out of the house.>>
So can like someone anon or not like do it haha
You can ask me anything. So go do it man.